but i'm down two pounds, so no complaints yet. i'm taking a break from pot. just until i get under 110 pounds. then i'll go back to toking regularly. i'm not supposed to be smoking anyway, for mike, and i feel awful every time i do it anyway. i love that boy so much, and going behind his back when i'm supposed to be supporting him breaks my heart. so no more pot for me til i'm under 110 at least.
i won't be able to fast friday because mike is taking me to dinner for our anniversary, so i'll just have to work out extra hard for tomorrow, wednesday, and thursday. it sucks but ya gotta do what you gotta do, i suppose.