so, its almost four pm on day one of starting over and i've done really well so far. no solid food at all, which was my goal for the day. i'm going to try to go to bed at around eight tonight, so i only have to stick it out for four more hours and day one will be a success! last night, i was watching american dad and it was SO thinspiring for some reason, lol. steve was anorexic in the episode and that's all it took for me to get my fat ass back in gear. i did leg lifts until i fell asleep & planned out my calories in my head. i am officially back in the game. i started getting hunger pains around third hour today and it feels SO GOOD. i can't even explain it. i know i've said this a lot in the past few months, but i mean it this time: i'm in this for the long run. it just feels different this time. i'm so determined. i will get thin. no matter what it takes.
today at school, i was walking to sixth hour and a friend of mine stopped and looked at me and said "have you lost weight? cause i mean, you look.. wow." honestly, i haven't lost any weight because i just started over, but if that wasn't thinspiring i don't know what is! i was on cloud nine for the rest of the day. i can't wait to see what people say when i get into the double digits.
i just want to say again: thank you all for following me! i want to get to know all of you, so don't be shy on the comments on here or on facebook. & i'm always looking for new texting buddies, so just hit me up! i love every single one of you. think thin, stay strong ladies & germs<3 xoxoxoxo