and i'm using it to my advantage. i'm going to spend the day upping the ante; watching dvr'd thinspirational shows/specials, looking at thinspo online, working out, reading Wasted, and freezing. i was 120 yesterday, and i'm 121 today. i'm determined to get to 119 by tomorrow. and i'm not eating again until i'm 115. i've got my plan in motion and i can do this.
so far, i've had a hot chocolate ( 210 calories) and i'm currently sipping a homemade caramel frap (>110 calories) and then its water for the rest of the day. i wanted to use laxies today to help lose a couple pounds, but i can't find my stash. so i might do a saltwater flush, but it depends on if my grandma ends up coming over to "keep me company" while i'm sick. so i guess we'll see.
in other news: my size 5 jeans are officially too big! they practically fall off of me. :D
i can't wait to get to a double zero. i'll feel so accomplished.
well, i'm off to lose these damn two pounds. stay strong, lovelies. <3