and i don't know where to go from here. puking is no longer an option; i refuse to lose mike over something that stupid. and he makes me eat when i'm with him, though he's really good at picking low cal, fat free stuff to eat and he never makes me eat too much. so fasting on weekends is over with now. so i think i'm just going to fast during the school week and eat on the weekends in front of him. losing will come slower, but its the only plan i've got right now.
on a happier note: this strapless bra i have that used to be too tight around my torso now fits perfectly. and i tried on a pair of size 3 jeans at pacsun and they fit. so i'm doing okay. (:
how are you guys doing?