im so fucking fat and disgusting, its unbelievable. i mean, no wonder all m friends bailed on me. i wouldnt want to be seen with me either. im a fucking cow. no wonder people in the ana community want nothing to do with me, im a fat fucking cow. id fuck them up with their progress. I FUCKING HATE MY FAT FUCKING SELF.
5'4 and 132 pounds? really? god damn. im fucking pathetic.
i cant wait for school tomorrow. its easy to not eat on school days. and i'll get some exlax after. i fuuuucking hate me, i hate everything. fuck.FUCK. FUCK.
have you ever tried diet pills?
ReplyDeletethis post is literally my thoughts all the time. but at least youre being active about it, im just failing.
ReplyDeletei cant keep on track. i feel like im gaining weight continuously, girl above me, do you know how to make diet pills most effective.
caire, i have tried diet pills but they dont really do anything for me..
ReplyDeletethinFORme, the not staying on track killlls me! but one day i'll get a grip on it.
You aren't even overweight honey butt. You're idea weight for your height is 124-138lbs. I understand you wanting to be super skinny, but stop beating yourself up so much!! :)
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