bad bad bad bad. i knew it would be. my mind was completely transfixed on silas and i became completely depressed and ended up binging on macaroni and cheese & taco bell. i know, im a horrible person.
i'm honestly afraid to get on the scale. like, i know when i see it i'll lose all control. so i'm staying away from it for now. today i am water fasting, no excuses. water all day. nothing else. no matter what.
i want to drink at least three liters of water today. i will do it.